been awhile
it is coming up on the end of march and the last time i wrote anything was valentine’s day. i suppose a lot has happened since then. my brother got engaged and i turned 33 on the 14th of march and i am happy to say, this year is feeling pretty good. i have made some tough and healthy choices about what i want in my life, taking time for myself and always trying to move forward, worthy of all things that come my way. with this… there have been many changes. some good and some not so good. finding, that not everybody likes me… and how to settle into that. stop pleasing and starting living. forgive. making conscience efforts to surround myself with things that fullfill me. clearing my mind of useless thoughts, worries, needless negativity. “energy flows where the thoughts go”. knowing that ALL my thoughts contribute to where my energy goes. i want my energy to go to things that fullfill me, inspire new ideas and thoughts and passions. (at this point you probably realize that i am rambling. why? because i can. it’s my page… i paid for it. damn it.) : ) i have continued to connect with long time friends. (camesha, joy, rona, erin… ) which i am happy to report, fill my soul with mushy stuff and fill my heart with laughter. thanks!!!! yesterday day was victor’s birthday and the first day it was warm enough to drive to and from work with the top down on the jeep. woo hoo! i got jeep hair. here’s to spring.
April 2nd, 2007 at 10:42 am
A hearty good for you and well done. Glad to hear you’re finding good ways to live and not just exist - though I think you’ve always been on that path, or at least more predisposed to follow that path. And always happy to hear when friends realize how wonderful it is to have a heart full of laughter.
Happy belated birthday!
Keep smiling - it keeps them wondering.